The Elevator

He noticed her smile first.

Everyone else who rode to the 109th floor resembled the panes of clear, elevator glass: aloof and bulletproof. She, however, was a glowing orb, crackling with energy in her lavender dress. He could burst into flames standing too close.

She hummed a slow and soulful tune most days while the others stayed silent. He thought of asking what it was. But no. She had no reason to notice him, a lowly elevator attendant. That was best.

Sometimes, she slipped through the lobby elevator doors right as they were closing, green eyes wide, hair flying, whirling dress almost catching between the doors as the yells of angry protestors echoed behind her. She always looked up at him, a wordless laugh escaping as though the two of them shared a secret joke. He wished things were different.

Questions about the top floor were forbidden. He needed this particular job for the family, so he kept quiet. But every day that she slipped through the doors at the 109th floor with its scanners and intense security, he wanted to ask her how she spent her time.

The head of the top floor could have been anyone. They all wore dark suits and misery. She slipped in and out like any of the other secretaries, pastel purpose in a dreary landscape. He wondered sometimes if she was like him, a quiet soul creating a new world. How did she survive the brutality upstairs and the constant din of rebellion below?

For months, he endured the unanswered questions. Then one day, he arrived at the 109th floor earlier than usual, the elevator doors blinking open silently as planned. No one noticed him.

She was at the front desk, keeping busy with a slight smile on her red lips. One of the dark suits gave her a slight bow. “Mademoiselle.”

His heart caught.

“Make sure they have those protestors cleared by 6:30.” Her voice was a bullet. “Don’t make me repeat myself.”

“Of course, Mademoiselle.”

She slipped off a bracelet loaded with keys into a drawer, an elegant flash of silver and bare skin. Papers were passed to suits and secretaries. He averted his gaze. The elevator dinged, as though only just arriving.

He ferried all of them down, shutting the door before she could slip through the gap. When he returned to fetch her, she gave him that look of breathless excitement, as though she’d been waiting for him. He felt his heart thud against the key and the 3-d printed gun in his breast pocket. His courage nearly bled out of him. The family was waiting.

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She noticed his hands first.

Limp handed suits accompanied her everywhere. Secretaries took her orders dressed in delicate pastel. Her world was everything that was soft and refined and cruel, silk shrouding verbal swords. Calluses were non-existent.

But his hands were strong, lined by life. She glanced through his file more than once that first week. She had it memorized within two days: the blue collar jobs, the military service, the degree from a forgettable university.

The hint of a tattoo poked out of his suit collar. While her suits and secretaries argued over company presentations and the latest downstairs protests, she doodled what she imagined the rest of it looked like. One day it was a snake wrapped around an anchor (a nod to his naval career). Another day it was a gun sprouting flowers (he seemed the sort to garden). At the end of the month, (while she listened to a boring talk on the possibility of terrorism), it was a cat.

Sometimes she waited until everyone else had left before getting on the elevator. The suits advised against this, saying it would tip off protestors to her identity. Other CEOs leave first, she assured them. This is good cover.

She could stand alone in the elevator and look at his shoulders. Could they hold the weight of everything she never found the words to say?

Maybe it was the twenty-fifth day of protestors throwing rotten fruit at her. Maybe it was when the suits told her the truth about the fudged numbers and the realities of the warehouses. Maybe it was when she imagined him going home to an ordinary life.

Whenever it was, she wanted out.

Escape planning took two days. At the end of the second, as she sent everyone home, pulled out her resignation letter, slipped that annoying set of keys off her wrist for the last time, and waited for the elevator.

She’d seen him look at her. It would be no trouble at all to get him to take her secretly from this building. She hummed as they descended, the crowds dispersing below them exactly as she had planned.

In a flash of silver and tattooed skin, the elevator stopped at floor 76., the abandoned floor. She looked up, surprised.

“You are coming with me, Mademoiselle.” His voice was calm, even soothing. “My family has some questions for you.”

The elevator shut behind them.

The Girl and The Red Ptarmigan

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When the box arrived, it was covered in white ribbons. Thrrrrp! A chirrup sounded from within, insistent and indignant.

When the girl opened the box (or rather, when the box nearly tore off its own wrapping), a feathered head thrust its way out.

“Oh!” her mother exclaimed. “Your ptarmigan looks a bit, uh-

“Pink,” her father finished.

The girl didn’t know what her parents meant. Her ptarmigan was clearly red, not pink at all. Its dark eyes gleamed. She scooped it up and went outside, smitten.

They played in the snowy garden for hours. The ptarmigan liked to do hesitant flaps as the girl ran around it in circles. When she wasn’t running, she sang to him while he twittered to her. When he chirruped for food, she brought him inside to the kitchen and pulled out small, seed biscuits. But her ptarmigan arched its face away, disgruntled.

“What do you want?”

The ptarmigan wiggled its head at a row of sausage hanging in the cellar. The girl had never heard of a ptarmigan who liked meat. But her ptarmigan did look very hungry. She broke off several links. The bird chomped and swallowed, then bobbed for more.

“You are going to be the biggest and most beautiful ptarmigan,” the girl said. “A giant ptarmigan.” The ptarmigan cooed and settled in her arms, asleep.

The next day was their first ptarmigan class. The girl arrived a bit late. Her ptarmigan had resisted the straps of the leash. It didn’t matter. It was worth it to strut past her classmates to the end of the line, their mouths agape while their own ptarmigans looked about as impressive as dirty snow.

Ptarmigan school proved to be difficult. The other ptarmigans walked neatly through the snow, hardly leaving footprints. Her ptarmigan jumped and danced, leaving a thick track of strangely shaped prints. The other ptarmigans stood stock still during camouflage practice. Her ptarmigan ducked itself into a snow bank, dusty red tail feathers shaking in the air.

The girl giggled. Her teacher frowned.

“Your pink ptarmigan must learn to behave. It needs to eat its daily allotment of seeds, respect the leash, and stop trying to run off.”

The girl wanted to object. Her ptarmigan did not like seeds. They made him sick. If he left the line, it was only because he was investigating his surroundings. He always came back. And he wasn’t pink. He was red.

But her teacher’s stern look silenced her.

For the next two weeks, she did as ordered. Her ptarmigan choked down seed biscuits, and then choked most of them back up in a wet blackish pile. He twittered too loudly, so he was muzzled each morning before being dragged to class on the leash. If he tried to move out of the ptarmigan line in class, the girl gave him a swift swat. She even dusted his feathers with flour so that he was not so noticeable amongst his cloud white classmates.

Her teacher nodded in approval.

The girl, however, cried every night.

At the end of two weeks, her parents found her in the kitchen next to the biggest oven with her ptarmigan in her arms. The bird lay limp, barely breathing. His eyes were dim and half closed. Swaths of red feathers had fallen out, leaving behind scabs on his skin.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I don’t know what to do,” the girl sobbed. “I did everything they told me.”

Her mother laid a gentle hand on her shoulder. “I think he knows what he needs. So do you.”

“But he isn’t like the other ptarmigans.”

“Who cares about them?” Her father said. “He is your ptarmigan. You get to decide what he eats and what he does.”

“Yes,” her mother agreed. “What can we give him?”

The girl wiped her eyes and cradled her ptarmigan. “He needs meat. A lot of it.”

The girl stayed home from ptarmigan class the next day. She nursed her red ptarmigan with squares of raw meat, blood dripping from her fingers, and slept with him nestled in her arms by the kitchen ovens. She sang happy and sad songs to him, depending on her mood. He cooed and chirruped more and more as the days passed.

Finally, one day, his feathers began to come back in, a soft rusty down. The snow melted outside their strong, stone house. The girl strapped him to her chest and took him for long walks in the sunshine.

One day, they came to a bright, sunny field. He twittered to be let down and scurried all over the muddy ground. He flapped his wings, no longer the soft rust, but now red-gold, a ruby caught in a bonfire. A wind gusted towards them and suddenly he was aloft. He chirruped in triumph.

“You are no ptarmigan,” the girl said as he hovered over her, testing his wide wings. The bright spring sun behind him cast a fluttering shadow on the girl’s smiling face. “You are a phoenix.”

They never went back to ptarmigan school.